January, January.

Hello losers.
Only a month since my previous update? Frankly amused with myself that I'm still trying to keep this blog alive. I know that probably nobody keeps up with it until now though since I don't post on my social media accounts whenever there's an update. I won't mind if there isn't an audience to begin with. It would be as if I am writing a diary. If you cared enough you would visit here once every blue moon.

Early and mid January was okay. The end was a little bit shaky. Felt betrayed and left out but that's okay. Nothing new about that since I've been dealing with the same issue since school days. The only difference is that now I did not care as much as I did back then. If you want to leave me out, fine by me, I have nothing to lose either way. It was probably my own blunder to begin with, letting people in again without being cautious.

Well, sometimes a reminder is all it takes to keep building my walls up again.

To those who's had my back, thank you. Never in a million years would I thought that you would be the ones to hear my rants and help me get back up.

Exhausting and emotionally draining month.

Here's to February.

Cheers.
xo